You only have to let the soft animal of your body love what it loves.

A part from Wild Geese by Mary Oliver that I constantly repeat to myself.  (via vvedis)

You stop being close to one person, and then all of a sudden you stop getting invited out by all of the mutual friends. 

I hate these unwritten rules. Why does it need to be like this? Fucking stupid.

I sit before flowers

hoping they will train me in the art 
of opening up.

I stand on mountain tops believing 
that avalanches will teach me to let go.

I know 

but I am here to learn.

Shane Koyczan (via veganlove)

Fuck everything. Fucked up so bad. Just kept digging a hole and now I’m so deep no one wants to join me down there. Just on my own having the worst time of my life. Literally having revelations about myself and realising that everything I accepted about myself was just stupid stuff to help avoid facing my fears and now I hate those things about myself what do I have left? Just doubt everything I ever stood for.